I'm currently sitting at 16,802 words and I think I'm finished for the day. I don't know what the hell happened last night. I was SO tired driving home and once I got home I just fell asleep. I slept through House! By the time I woke up, it was nearly eleven and I was still exhausted. I didn't have any caffeine at all, the only sweet thing I had were two cupcakes a coworker made. Though she did admit that the frosting, as well as cupcakes were LOADED with sugar. Maybe I just crashed epically.
In another topic that I rarely discuss on here, but it's just been bothering me. I guess I should say I 'had' a friend that I used to regularly talk to online for about three years. For some reason last October, she just stopped talking to me, she's not even on AIM anymore. For the past year, just about every day I still think about her and that bothers the hell out of me. I've gone through a wide range of emotions from anger to sadness over why.
I remember telling her that everyone that I ever form a friendship with (online) always ends up leaving for no good reason. She promised she'd never do that, and guess what... Maybe she just moved on, and found better people. I guess her life is better now without that brooding guy around. I don't know, a part of me just wants to know what did I do to either piss her off to leave or just make her go away in general. If you're going to suddenly cease communication with someone, at least give some type of reason. For the past year she's been in my head, it's happened before with other people and after a month they're gone, but not her. Why is her memory embedded and for what. She's apparently moved on, so why can't I? As if I needed another reason to be called sad.
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